05-15-2018, 01:25 PM
There are many names in history
but none of them are ours.
lilyspoise ♕ the typhoon ♕ budding flower ♕ tags
Jacob's son? Oh-- oh was he lost? Or kidnapped? Well, Lil supposed that if they knew, they wouldn't be in this predicament in the first place.
"We can send out a search party-- we'll have multiple out between the two groups." This wasn't her decision to make, this wasn't her place to give orders. Why was she doing this when this was Pincher's job? Yes, it would ultimately help Jacob and he was her patient, but she not only lacked the authority an official medic had, she also had no place to be making such promises. Logically, Pincher would agree with the idea and send out a party, but Lil wasn't the leader, either. What if it wasn't logical, or if there was something else to do? Why was it that time and time and time again Lil only ever filled the role of a false prophet?
"Wh-Why didn't ya' tell me?"
What? What didn't she tell him? What was he looking at?
"Jacob where are you going?" Lil called, confused. What was he looking... at...
No.
No, no, she couldn't have-- she-- she brought him water and herbs. Water and herbs. Water and herbs.
"Fuck!"
Lil really had done it this time, huh?
"No, Ja-- Jacob, come back. Please I-- I messed it up I--" Oh god, what was he hallucinating? Which potion did she genuinely give him-- she couldn't believe she messed it up this badly. Jacob was going to hate her-- Jacob was going to despise her and, and, and Pincher was going to hate her; what if she got kicked out? She'd have nowhere else to go, she'd be shunned from the allies and she wasn't going to ally herself with Tanglewood and she just-- just--
She was sobbing and felt guilty even for doing that.
"Jacob-- I screwed up. I screwed it all up I'm sorry, it's not real, I'm sorry." Lil cried, taking a moment to steel herself before she placed herself in front of Jacob, hopefully skewing the hallucination. "I'm an idiot, I'm sorry-- your son is fine, we'll find him I promise, I'm sorry that I did this to you-- I'm sorry that I made you see him like this." He came her for console on his son, and Lil made it all so much worse. He had to be hallucinating his son's corpse, because who else could it be?
"We can send out a search party-- we'll have multiple out between the two groups." This wasn't her decision to make, this wasn't her place to give orders. Why was she doing this when this was Pincher's job? Yes, it would ultimately help Jacob and he was her patient, but she not only lacked the authority an official medic had, she also had no place to be making such promises. Logically, Pincher would agree with the idea and send out a party, but Lil wasn't the leader, either. What if it wasn't logical, or if there was something else to do? Why was it that time and time and time again Lil only ever filled the role of a false prophet?
"Wh-Why didn't ya' tell me?"
What? What didn't she tell him? What was he looking at?
"Jacob where are you going?" Lil called, confused. What was he looking... at...
No.
No, no, she couldn't have-- she-- she brought him water and herbs. Water and herbs. Water and herbs.
"Fuck!"
Lil really had done it this time, huh?
"No, Ja-- Jacob, come back. Please I-- I messed it up I--" Oh god, what was he hallucinating? Which potion did she genuinely give him-- she couldn't believe she messed it up this badly. Jacob was going to hate her-- Jacob was going to despise her and, and, and Pincher was going to hate her; what if she got kicked out? She'd have nowhere else to go, she'd be shunned from the allies and she wasn't going to ally herself with Tanglewood and she just-- just--
She was sobbing and felt guilty even for doing that.
"Jacob-- I screwed up. I screwed it all up I'm sorry, it's not real, I'm sorry." Lil cried, taking a moment to steel herself before she placed herself in front of Jacob, hopefully skewing the hallucination. "I'm an idiot, I'm sorry-- your son is fine, we'll find him I promise, I'm sorry that I did this to you-- I'm sorry that I made you see him like this." He came her for console on his son, and Lil made it all so much worse. He had to be hallucinating his son's corpse, because who else could it be?
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[div style="letter-spacing: -1px; font-size: 16pt; font-family: arial; text-transform: uppercase; color: #353E84;"]II. THE HIGH PRIESTESS
this card in the upright position indicates quiet knowledge and wisdom of the unknowable. the high priestess’s inaction is a result of having done all that they can and knowing that the rest is in the universe’s hands. In the reversed position, this card indicates one whose judgement is clouded by stress and uncertainty, always concerned with the lives of others around them.
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