03-10-2023, 01:31 AM
As Seven spoke, he nodded his head gingerly. “I missed my plants. I’m lucky someone was kind enough to keep them alive while I was away,” he replied, a genuine tone drifting into his voice as he set the bunch of lavender down. A soft smile trapezed his lips as he nodded his head. Then, he glanced towards her once more just to hear her words and watch her smile fall.
Her, apologize? Cory didn’t understand.
“Well. I have no ill feelings to hold towards you, I brought all of this upon myself really…” he trailed off, a sad gleam in his eye as he stopped sorting his herbs. Then, he shook his head and his head swiftly dropped. The things he experienced were beginning to take a toll upon his mind. Everything was so heavy and he couldn’t take it anymore.
Tears brimmed in his eyes as he stared at the ground, hopeless. How his breaths hitched in his chest at the mere thought. He regretted leaving so badly. If he had known the things that would unravel in his absence, he would have never left. The mistake was made and not even Dherog would allow him forgiveness.
“I’m a failure. A fuck up. I…If he doesn’t make it he’s never going to know….” he heaved as he spoke, tears streaming down his scaly cheeks. The sobbing that followed uncontrollable, as he finally found himself admitting how he really felt. The words were sputtered and fast, but he had little control over the manner in which they tumbled past his lips.
“He’s never going to know how much I love him. How much I dreamt of him every single time I closed my eyes. How much sleep I lost wondering what he was doing and if he was okay. He’s never going to know I didn’t mean to abandon him,” he wailed, dropping his face to the ground as he sobbed uncontrollably. Then, as if a switch flipped, he forced himself to stop crying. The dirt beneath him shifted as he dug his claws in and trembled in place.
“Forgive me…forgive me….I’m so sorry…” he muttered, glancing up and then back at the ground again.
“I just wanted to find her.”
Her, apologize? Cory didn’t understand.
“Well. I have no ill feelings to hold towards you, I brought all of this upon myself really…” he trailed off, a sad gleam in his eye as he stopped sorting his herbs. Then, he shook his head and his head swiftly dropped. The things he experienced were beginning to take a toll upon his mind. Everything was so heavy and he couldn’t take it anymore.
Tears brimmed in his eyes as he stared at the ground, hopeless. How his breaths hitched in his chest at the mere thought. He regretted leaving so badly. If he had known the things that would unravel in his absence, he would have never left. The mistake was made and not even Dherog would allow him forgiveness.
“I’m a failure. A fuck up. I…If he doesn’t make it he’s never going to know….” he heaved as he spoke, tears streaming down his scaly cheeks. The sobbing that followed uncontrollable, as he finally found himself admitting how he really felt. The words were sputtered and fast, but he had little control over the manner in which they tumbled past his lips.
“He’s never going to know how much I love him. How much I dreamt of him every single time I closed my eyes. How much sleep I lost wondering what he was doing and if he was okay. He’s never going to know I didn’t mean to abandon him,” he wailed, dropping his face to the ground as he sobbed uncontrollably. Then, as if a switch flipped, he forced himself to stop crying. The dirt beneath him shifted as he dug his claws in and trembled in place.
“Forgive me…forgive me….I’m so sorry…” he muttered, glancing up and then back at the ground again.
“I just wanted to find her.”
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