PRIVATE i'm so obsessed with you(r ex) ; meteor

[kole.]

Kole would never understand it. He was always so damned careful about exposing his secret, and yet, no matter how much effort into subduing the bloodlust and keeping his instincts at bay, someone always knew. Perhaps he wasn't as good at keeping a secret as he thought he was. Perhaps he let himself get too close to mortals over and over again, and that was the reason for his continued foiled plans; but the idea of Kole getting close to anyone was preposterous, not to mention mildly terrifying, and he refused to entertain the very notion of attachment. And so the blame went to simply being a bad liar, which in all honesty, could not be further from the truth... He'd been pretending to believe in these damned deities for so long he was actually starting to believe in them, for starters..!


With an exaggerated sigh and a despondent huff, Kole's long, slender body flopped down onto the warmed stone ground of his own little cave in the communal area. Meteor was set to arrive any minute, as they'd agreed upon, and Kole was stressed about it. Was his home clean enough? Would Meteor like the decor? Would Meteor enjoy spending time with him? Was there time for idle chit-chat and get-to-know questions, or did Meteor just want to get into the nitty-gritty straight away?

His thoughts were running rampant. Vayu and Requiem had it out for him, he would swear it up and down. But, yet, there was little he could do but sit and wait; it's not as if he could summon Meteor with his thoughts, after all; nor, even, did he particularly want to... Uncharacteristically nervous about the upcoming conversation. Damn, his fangs were starting to ache.